Date: Saturday, April 21, 2007
Time: 11:34:00 PM

just a lil bit of update on the interview today. well, it wasn't reallie an interview. we just went there to listen to the prof talk. we went in in groups by the way, and probably bcos mine was the last group and by that time the prof was already very bored and tired of repeating the same things, our session only lasted for 20 minutes.
and when the prof asked us whether we have received letters from ntu, few of us raised our hands. then he said 'like that no surprise already'. lols.
met jjcian there also. when the session ended we managed to get to know each other. and we ended up talking on our way back to boon lay int. what can i say, it's just nice to see familiar faces sometimes. u'll feel more secured and comfortable in a foreign place.

sales these days have been terribly bad. i didnt sell anything except a 78 dollar givenchy card holder.
oh goshh. during the good days, my average sales per day was about 1K plus... and if it's good, i could even hit 2K. but now it seems that business is going downhill. and i have only ten days left to hit my target. hopefully it'll be fine.

there's this girl at my work place. to disclose more about her, she's a non-chinese and is only 19 years old this year. but the thing is, she has slept with few guys before, and she's so proud to tell people that she had 48 boyfriends before.
i was shocked and stunned the 1st time i heard of this. how is it possible that a 19 year old will have 48 exs?
and she has since stopped schooling after her N-levels.
i seriously think that she's leading an ultra messed-up life. she's destroying her own future. i don't understand what she's thinking. sometimes i pity her but i do not know how to make her understand this. the meaning of life is not to get as many guys as u can, and what she's getting now is not happiness but pleasure, something that will be gone when everything ends.
sometimes when i want to convey something deep, she's not able to understand, and she thinks that i'm cracking a joke. and that's what made me and many others give up on her. afterall it's her own life. if she doesnt want to listen to us, that's it, we are not going to waste any more effort on this.
but reallie, from her dressing, attitude, the way she speaks... u'll have the impression that she's not a decent girl. but actually she's nice. probably due to the lack of family love and education, she has 'gone astray'. who on earth can we blame then? the society? the parents? or herself?
reallie hope that she will wake up soon.
sometimes it's easy to see the difference between me and them.
and i guess education plays an important part.
look at my clique of friends, and look at some of the people at my workplace. the difference is like so obvious. and u straightaway can tell how their future social status will be like.

and did i say this before? i hate smoking. and i totally dislike the idea of female smoking.
i'm not against people who smoke, i'm just against the habit. a habit that's totally unhealthy which can ultimately shorten your life span. and most importantly, it degrades you to a lower class. one of my colleagues just told me, no matter how pretty or elegant a lady is, the moment she lights up her cigarette and smokes, the image's totally destroyed.
if you think u look cool when u smoke, sorry then. to me, smoking makes one look ugly and rough. and i seriously dislike it.

the 8th day i'm working since my last off day.
feel reallie tired. but i can do it. no complaints cos this's what i promised i'll do.
i will be able to take it.
come on, chenhui isn't that weak a girl.

school!
i love school!
i totally love schooling!
guess i'm getting hysterical bcoz of waiting for too long. lol.
tada!